Monday, November 30, 2020

40

I have been very lucky, but I have wasted much of was given to me.  I have squandered my yard. have made mistakes I regret, and regret, and regret.  I hurt people; I have been hurt. I am loved insufficiently; I love insufficiently. All the usual human failings- we are nothing if not predictable.

I lack the energy, and courage, to muster a crisis, but midlife consumes me anyway.  I am not sure what to make of where I am, but I am here.

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